i can understand were you are comeing from i mean i have never had a boyfriend but i know its like you feel weird cuz you weigh more than a guy. But ok so with the chetttos just really try not to eat them just stop buying them or if your mom buys them ask her not too. Plus with all the money and less weight you get new clothes lol and i can also get the puting it down thing its hard but you can do it and this is comeing from a food attict. And if he ever breaks up with you about your weight you just know that he is a shallow freak