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From Elizabeth, Age 20

Ht. 5'7", Start: 232 lb, Today: 297 lb, Goal: 150 lb - Hey everyone, I used to come to this site when I was trying to loose weight as a teen. For while I worked out and ate right and lost around 20 pounds but towards the end of high school. I started binge eating. I would stay up until 3 in the morning, just stuffing my face. Looking back, I was so disgusting. I enjoyed that feeling then, the feeling of the right skin on my belly and the almost high feeing of food coma. But now, 3 years later I’m a meal away from being 300 pounds. Due to covid, I’ve been sitting at home a lot and eating a lot. I’ve gained 60 pounds since March and pretty much everyday when I step onto my scale, it goes up. None of my clothes fit anymore and my mom is beginning to notice by belly hang peeking out from under my shirts. She even lifted my shirt up the other day. She cried about “what I’ve done to myself.” All the stretch marks, rolls and flab make her cry. I felt like an animal. I would work out but I feel like I physically can’t. My room is on the second floor of my house and I can’t even make it halfway without needing to sit to take a few seconds to breathe. I can’t see my toes, let alone touch them and when I lay on my back now, I’m smothered in gross fatness. Please help me.