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From Itzel, Age 13

Ht. 5'0", Start: 165 lb, Today: 190 lb, Goal: 118 lb - i am feed up with being over weight i went to the scale about a week ago and i gaind 13 pounds! also my cloths feel so tight and i cant fit on leg into my jeans it is so frustrating then i lay down in my bed and eat out of the fridge in my room. i only have sweets,chips,soda and chocolate in there. i eat in my room all the time and watch the tv.the shows that i watch are documenteries about obesity in children or teens and adults. i feal so stupid every time i do this but i feal satisfied,and full. then two days ago i went to the store to buy clothes because my old ones couldent fit me. when we went i couldent find any thing that fits me so mu mom took me to a all girls plus store everything fits me but i felt bad becuse the clothes was huge my mom said that i could come here all the time. i got alot of clothes but they were still a little too tight so i only got 2xL sizes's.then we went to Mc donalds and we both got two big macs a large soda and a large drink. and for dessert we went to get doughnuts i was so happy that i ate that but deep inside i felt awful. it sucks that my mom weighs 351 and my dad weighing 384 and my sister weighing like 250. i see all of those skinny girls and feal so jelous. in gym i have to run four laps around the school to equel a mile and i never finish i only finish one.today i went to buy chips in the store and i got chips chocolate cookies candy and soda i finished it all then i watched television.what should i do?i need help!