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From tamara, Age 12

Ht. 5'6", Start: 166.6 lb, Current: 166 lb, Goal: 136.5 lb - I've been called fat all my life. I have to suck in my stomac every time I see a boy. I want to be small because I look at all my friends and it hurts me when people rather look at them then the big people. You normally cant get a boy friend when their freinds say behind your back "Look at the new kid she so fat Haha"! A small boy came up to me and said I was fat. You look at TV and see all the Thin, happy people that show off their bodies by bikini's and tight shrits. All the small kids dont know what It's like to lose weight. I eat because my sadness and anger. My sadness was because back in VA kids would call me Ugly and fat right in frount of me and that makes me sooooo angery and sad more than thin kids think. No one DEFENED ME back in VA when they hurt me my freind was too scared to say "LEAVE HER ALONE", but too afriad. I saw on The-n about these kids who do the right thing the show is called "Student Body" Hosted by Lalia Ali the boxer. I saw them and I looked on the internet to see and everything ignored me, but I found this website and seeing all these kids and all the weight they lost and I actully cried because their problemly went through the same missery as I'm suffering and I thought I was the only one, but I'm not and NOW, THIS YEAR I'M GOING TO PROVE ALL THE KIDS THAT CALLED ME NAMES WERE STUPID AND WRONG were all the same inside, but soo diferent on the Outside. If you want to e-mail me on more of my stories-tamara_llyd@yahoo.com.