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From Lola, Age 11

Ht. 4'8.5", Start: 9 st 9, Today: 9 st 9, Goal: 6 st 0 - Hi I found this site a while ago and I read your posts and I hope someone can help me. I am overweight and i have felt overweight since about 3 years old when my auntie said something bad about me and i realisied that I was fat. At school they call me fatty and my freinds keep telling me I look gross and I need to go on a diet very qickly. one girl said an elephant would look like an ant compared to me. I don't cry in front of them but it hurts inside when they say bad things about me and call me names. I cry in bed at night and sometimes i don't want to go to parties becase I feel too fat. I don't like to go swimming with my class even though i like to swim because I am so embarrased to be seen in my bathing suit. I am horrible and discusting. i felt fat in my new clothes at chistmasand I don't like anyone to see me eating. One day I was wearing a dress that was too tight around my tummy and i heard my dad say to my mum is that all her? and he said he hadn't known how big i was getting and that my mum shuld make me loose weight. I have rolls on my tummy and I HATE them so much!!! i REALY wish i could loose weight and be skinny.I am too embarrased to tell anyone but i know they all think i am fat and discusting. Lola