From Shan, Age 19 - 08/16/06 - IP#: 70.80.115.xxx Click here to reply
Ht. 5"3, Wt. Overweight - hey everyone. I haven't posted in a while b/c I'm not doing that good. I just feel so alone. I feel like every day is a struggle because I'm not sure whether I'm going to have that yucky feeling after eating so much. I wish I could tell people so they could support me, but there's no one to tell. It's not that I'm worried about losing a lot of weight, even though I have to. Right now I'm worried about gaining a lot.
I'm in that vicious circle where I eat a lot then feel bad then eat more and more and my weight is shooting up. I feel like I can't pull myself out of this alone. My whole day revolves around eating. I hate everyday lately:( Please help