From Shay, Age 16 - 10/01/06 - IP#: 24.231.40.xxx Click here to reply
Ht. 5,5, Wt. *coughs* - I am so disappointed in myself... When I first went back 2 school 4 senior year I felt so overjoyed because my new uniform skirt was smaller than the ones before and Now It has been four weeks... I dont kno if i was just having a bad weekend but from Thursday everyone has been highlighting my weight... I did very well this summer but the stress from school has just gotten 2 me. I am so angry I just feel like giving up... but this weekend I buried my 24 year old cousin and I loved him so much because he always motivated people. So I decided that I am going to live life 2 the fullest and live and stay healthy so that I can stay alive for as long as I can... but I feel so hopeless because I feel that I have the heavy burden of being the motivator of the family now... OMG I dont feel that I can be a motivator if Im not motivated... an I think im gonna be the first of the cousins to go to college or has plans to... n Im the youngest of all... omg!