From Shay, Age 16 - 10/01/06 - IP#: 24.231.40.xxx  Click here to reply  
Ht. 5,5, Wt. *coughs* - I am so disappointed in myself... When I first went back 2 school 4 senior year I felt so overjoyed because my new uniform skirt was smaller than the ones before and Now It has been four weeks... I dont kno if i was just having a bad weekend but from Thursday everyone has been highlighting my weight... I did very well this summer but the stress from school has just gotten 2 me. I am so angry I just feel like giving up... but this weekend I buried my 24 year old cousin and I loved him so much because he always motivated people. So I decided that I am going to live life 2 the fullest and live and stay healthy so that I can stay alive for as long as I can... but I feel so hopeless because I feel that I have the heavy burden of being the motivator of the family now... OMG I dont feel that I can be a motivator if Im not motivated... an I think im gonna be the first of the cousins to go to college or has plans to... n Im the youngest of all... omg!
Reply from ruti, Age 14 - 10/01/06  - IP#: 71.126.170.xxx
just keep going..think of how good it will feel to lose the weight..theres NO exscuse for letting go..no exscuse at all..just think of what ur cousins would want and how proud he would be..hes still watching over u..may he RIP..and may GOD help u. Good Luck.