From Claire, Age 18 - 06/24/07 - IP#: 64.131.205.xxx  Click here to reply  
Ht. 5'4", Start: 210 lb, Today: 165 lb, Goal: 130 lb - OMG I gained 6 lbs! it's not a shocker because I've been doing so terrible for the last 5 months. In January I weighed 159. I was so happy because I hadn't been in the 150's since forever but then I just started slacking off and I never got back on track and now I'm 165! I can't believe I'm in the 160's again and what if I go on the 170's! I can't b elieve this. I don't know what to do. I'm graduating on Friday and the pants that I got are SO tight, they used to be perfect before. I can hardly breathe. God what do I do. I'm going nuts. It's like all the hard work I did is just going to deteriorate and I'm going to end up 210 again. I feel like ...ahh I dunno what I feel like doing. My stomach is SO big again and my shoulders are broader again and the collar bones that I began seeing, they're disappearing again. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I feel like crying and screaming and turning back time.