From ananymous, Age 14 - 05/16/08 - IP#: 75.106.120.xxx Click here to reply
Ht. 5'7", Start: 225 lb, Today: 225 lb, Goal: 140 lb - so heres my story..
ive always been fat.
but i really want to lose weight because even though kids dont make fun of me i know what theyre thinking in their head and it just makes me sad.
all of my friends are like super skinny except for a few.
and i wish i was skinny because i feel like if i was slimer then guys would look at me differently and i know that thats not a good thing. but thats how i feel.
i just want to be as skinny as all of my friends im tall for my age so i dont look like what i weigh.
but sometimes i feel like if i started loosing weight kids might make fun of me.
i know that sounds absoutley ridiclous but its not like i can help it.
ill be a freshman next year and i would really like to start the year off as being skinny.
i really need motiviation on losing weight.
i know what i need to do.
its just REALLY hard.
sometimes it feels like my life would be easier if i was thinner.
i just need help
haha