From Emily, Age 13 - 06/24/08 - IP#: 24.131.219.xxx Click here to reply
Ht. 5'5", Start: 130 lb, Today: 154 lb, Goal: 105 lb - omg people im scared now really bad and i really need help now...you probably aleady know about how i eat over 8000 calories a day and i have to see a therapist and take medication...well today...i ate over 10,000 calories!!!(dont even ask what i ate!)...but after it...I PUKED! idk what came over me but i do not want to become bulimic!!!!! i just freaked out and made myself puke....im scared tomarrow im gonna do the same thing!(cuz im not eating for the rest of today, i ate tooo much already!) i dont wanna switch from binge eating/overeating to bulimia and i dont know why i even puked in the first place...but in a way, it felt good(even though everything didnt come out!) im just scared...has this happened to anybody else??! please, i dont wanna be switching from different eating disorders all my life...i just want to eat normal and be a healthy weight and look better!