From Flower Fawn, Age 15 - 07/01/08 - IP#: 96.227.102.xxx  Click here to reply  
Ht. 5'5", Start: 184 lb, Today: 178 lb, Goal: 150 lb - Hey guys. Well I became really motivated today because I was thinking about how I was too embarrassed to go to mixers at nearby schools this year becuase of my appearance. Well...I want that to change. I want to be able to go to a mixer and feel confident and meet people, not hide in the corner and be the see-through fat girl. I'm SO SICK AND TIRED of that.I'm not sure if I really look bad or it's just how I perceive myself, but I just want to be able to relax and have fun without having to worry about my appearance. I really want to be 165 by December so that I can go to holiday mixers and my school's Christmas dance looking better than I did this year. do you think it's possible? :) Keep your goals in mind everyone!
Reply from Claire, Age 19 - 07/03/08  - IP#: 64.131.205.xxx
also...I'm glad you liked "Big Girl (You are Beautiful)" by Mika! ..doesn't it just make you want to dance? lol I always start dancing everytime I hear it =)		 
Reply from Claire, Age 19 - 07/02/08  - IP#: 64.131.205.xxx
I know what you meann...I'm extremely self-concious and my self-esteem is a big 0. I hate it and I'm so paranoid..thinking everyone is looking at me and talking about me cause I'm fat. My sister said that it's all in my head and that it's not really like that. I don't know. I just have problems...I care WAY too much about what people think of my appearance and it must stopp. Don't worry, we can do this! good luckk and yes I hope to reach 165 soon too! anything to get out of this darn 170's!