From Amanda, Age 19 - 07/21/08 - IP#: 63.135.8.xxx  Click here to reply  
Ht. 5'8", Start: 225 lb, Today: 170 lb, Goal: 150 lb - do any of you girls ever get jealous of a skinny girl and automatically dont like them? i know thats bad, but i do it all the time. llike when at a party, or whatever, if a girl is around and tries to talk to me im nice but automatically dont have an interest in being their friend because of my jealousy issues. its like unless the person has some kind of flaw i cant see myself hanging out with them. i think maybe once im thinner it wont be so bad, but ive been like this ever since i can remember. is there something wrong with me or what. cause like, i know no ones perfect but if they arent a little chubby, or if theyre too pretty and skinny i want nothing to do with them. lol god im hitler.
Reply from Motivated, Age 19 - 07/22/08  - IP#: 71.192.26.xxx
yeah- i think it's a defense mechanism- like, you have to reject them before they reject you. You think they look down on you, so you don't want them around sort of thing. god, so much crap comes along with being big.lol. we can get over it, though, if we just work hard physically AND mentally. good luck.		 
Reply from sera, Age 15 - 07/21/08  - IP#: 66.91.99.xxx
hahaha omg im the same if i see a girl with the perfect body wearing clothes that i would love to look good in i just automatically think in my head "what a sl*t!" even tho there is nothing about her that makes her that but u kno its just my jealousy & insecurities taking over me.		 
Reply from Amanda, Age 19 - 07/21/08  - IP#: 63.135.26.xxx
thank god im not the only one lol		 
Reply from ellie, Age 15 - 07/21/08  - IP#: 88.81.132.xxx
YES! i do feel kinda guilty for judging ppl this way. i have people i purposely avoid hanging out with because it makes me feel sooo bad about myself. i am such a jealous person it physically aches to see skinny people.		 
Reply from Claire, Age 19 - 07/21/08  - IP#: 64.131.205.xxx
yes! yes! and yes. I know I feel terrible about it but its not like I want to hate them. Just happens. :(