From Claire, Age 19 - 08/15/08 - IP#: 64.131.204.xxx  Click here to reply  
Ht. 5'4", Start: 210 lb, Today: 175 lb (BMI %tile: 94), Goal: 150 lb - Aghh.. :( I just was looking through old pictures from like 2006 and I looked so skinny then. I remember how much weight I was losing that year I got down to 158! and it just breaks my heart to know how much I've gained back since then...I wish I looked the way I did in these pictures. I just feel like a fat slob right now, god I hate that I've gained weight. I hate it so much. I want to rewind time and be 158 again and this time keep it that way and go lower rather than going up. I'm so upset right now
Reply from michelle, Age 15 - 08/16/08  - IP#: 67.235.213.xxx
well in 2006 i was 122 and try looking at then pics there its really bad when u know how u could look and feel but u just can't get the weight off don't feel bad just keep up what ur doing
 
Reply from Flower Fawn, Age 15 - 08/16/08  - IP#: 71.185.135.xxx
To be clear, though, I was 164, not anywhere in the 150s. Sadly enough...
 
Reply from Flower Fawn, Age 15 - 08/16/08  - IP#: 71.185.135.xxx
UGH! I totally get what you mean. In 2006 at this time I was almost 160 lbs, and even then I felt that I was horribly fat. Now I look back and want to jump back into that body. I wish there was some way I could undo everything that made me gain back weight (mostly the sources of serious stress). I cry about it sometimes becuase I'd thought I changed my lifestyle for good but I guess not. =( But I figure loosing it the second time around can only make you stronger!! (At least that's what I'm trying to convince myself...)
 
Reply from motivated, Age 19 - 08/15/08  - IP#: 71.192.26.xxx
ugh. I know what you mean. I look back to this one pic when I was 140-145lbs four years ago (omg! 4 years ago???it was THAT long ago??? sorry- i just realized how long it's been since I was a healthy weight), and now I'm 55lbs heavier (I was 70lbs heavier). It disturbs me that I thought I was horrendously fat even after losing 30-35lbs back then and being so close to the 130's. I really hope I can get back there before I graduate. anyways, I know exactly how you feel, and I hate feeling this way too.