From Lisa, Age 16 - 09/06/08 - IP#: 74.14.20.xxx  Click here to reply  
Ht. 5'7", Start: 185 lb, Today: 176 lb (BMI %tile: 93), Goal: 150 lb - hey everyone.. so i just need to talk about something..
Since i was 14 i have been working out bc i was overweight ...not really being successful beacause im almost 17 and i have lost a lot of weight but not the amount that i want to. So when i got into highschool i fell in love with this guy mike and was motivated to look my best for him so every summer i would go crazy exercising to impress him but when i got in grade 10 nothing happened...then i got into grade 11 (looking even better) and he started to stare at me alot and now that im in grade 12 he cant stop looking at me and he totally gets nervous when im around him. Before it was such a big deal to impress him but when i had impressed myself i realized that that was all that mattered bc right now, his opinion doesnt really mean that much to me.. i mean im happy that he motivated me so much but it woulndt be the end of the world now if nothing happened between us .. i dont really know what im trying to say here.. maybe that you shouldnt want to change yourself for anyone but youself beacuse the only thing that matters is if you love yourself.. i still kind of hope that we will go out one day though... hope i didnt just contradict myself lol =D