From Flower Fawn, Age 15 - 09/07/08 - IP#: 71.175.118.xxx Click here to reply Ht. 5'5", Start: 184 lb, Today: 176 lb (BMI %tile: 96), Goal: 145 lb - Haven't been on cuz I've got nothing to say other than I feel horrible. I'm tired, stressed, achey, and feel like a flabby, fat, lazy pig. My acne cleared up for about 2 days then broke out again and I'm seriously gonna scream in frustration if I get one more zit. This summer sucked so bad. I wanted to be at least 165 by now so I could go to my first dance all over again but once again I gained. I feel like I'm gonna either break down or die some days becuase I am so disappointed in myself. I love my family and friends but none of them understand what I'm going through cuz I hide what I feel. Like I like who I am but I just wanna be comfortable in my skin and a little confident in my life. Is that some much to fricking ask for?!?!? UGH!!! Sorry for this stupid rant but I had to vent somewhere.
Reply from michelle, Age 15 - 09/09/08 - IP#: 67.235.213.xxx mmmmmmhmmmmm notice i haven't been on here either and also my zits are back it gets kinda sickening doesn't it doing this and that and still being fat all i really want is to get to 160 thats when felt i was actually pretty ughhhh.......................u know how some slim ppl say they understand but they never really came cuz there not actually FAT and i know ur sick uof this and i am to but dnt give up i've been coming on this website for 5 years off and on and no one ever stays on for more then three months and ugh i just dnt want u to leave to i can try and help ok =) just stay and try ur hardest
Reply from Claire, Age 19 - 09/07/08 - IP#: 64.131.204.xxx Aw man I feel the same exact way!!!!! I'm not losing anything. This is freakin ridiculoussss. I feel like my hard work isn't doing crap and I dunno why. It's so frustrating! I mean eating right +exercise right? so what more can I do than that?? it makes no sense! I was sitting the other day and I just looked down and saw my stomach hanging over and it was SO huge, at first I was like what is that? because the light in the room was just coming from the lamp and I just that it was my stomach and I just feel like its getting bigger, it was so disgusting. I have like freakin 3 stomachs when I sit and the bottom one is the biggest. UGH I just want to cry or scream or die. I feel hopeless. No one understands and even if they did they wouldn't entirely no because they're not in my skin. I have to live like this. Not them. Hmph. Sorry, I kind of ranted too :( but we have to do this...we have to stick together..we have to keep going and keep strong. Ranting will help, it's better than stuffing our faces and gaining more weight. I have your back because I know what you're going through..I'm going through my own crap too. It might not mean much for a stranger to have your back but just want you to know that I do.
Reply from Flower Fawn, Age 15 - 09/07/08 - IP#: 71.175.118.xxx *my first dance not feeling bad all over again/*so much to ask for
