From Ki, Age 17 - 01/31/09 - IP#: 66.82.9.xxx  Click here to reply  
Ht. 5'4", Start: 180 lb, Today: 180 lb (BMI %tile: 96), Goal: 135 lb - I did a GREAT job today. I guess that its true that once you hit rock bottem, there's nowhere else to go but up because right when I got absolutely hopeless, I did something I thought I coulding. Ususally, when I sit at home, I just eat and eat and eat. Well, the other day I was at home because we had a snow day, and I just didn't feel like eating. I ate breakfast and didn't eat until my stomach started growling. I have never been able to override my cravings, but that day I didn't even have any. And its been like that every day since last week. My brain was telling me "go eat" but I just didn't want to. One day I'm eating everything in sight, them BAM, eating's not even fun anymore. I guess its because I got accepted into college a while ago and don't want to be "the fat girl." My only problem was exercising because its so cold outside, but I just got a job at a GYM where I get free membership! Everything is just going so right now lol. I even got free plane tickets. I have a feeling that things are only going to get better for me. I have struggled with my cravings, and now they're not even a problem.