From Anna, Age 14 - 08/03/09 - IP#: 74.166.122.xxx Click here to reply
Ht. 5'4", Start: 156 lb, Today: 152 lb (BMI %tile: 92), Goal: 115 lb - I.... I just sit here and compare. What do I do? I have tried EVERYTHING. Well, maybe not everything but it sure feels like it. I want to be happy. I want to feel confident. I want to look like my friends. Why have I been the only one of my friends to be overweight? Why am I the only one of my siblings to be overweight? Ugh. I want to not be ashamed when my friends look at pictures of me. I want to not avoid parites and social events beacuse I am embarressed!!! I wish I could just switch bodies with somebody else. I am simply depressed. What do others think of me? I always hear its whats on the inside that counts. Well, has the inside gotten a boy to actually like me? Nthats a big fat NONONO!! What do I do?