From Jenna, Age 15 - 05/19/10 - IP#: 71.98.82.xxx Click here to reply
Ht. 5'4", Start: 160 lb, Today: 187 lb (BMI %tile: 98), Goal: 128 lb - Hey you guys,
I haven't posted on here in forever...
And the last time I posted on here I was smaller than I am now.
So yeah, I've gained.
And I hate being fat. Well I'm guessing everyone else on here hates it too right?
I hate looking in the mirror and feeling so disgusting.
I usually don't confide in people abot how I feel about my weight. I've only told a few people.
One of my friends said: " Your not fat, those are curves"
And I'm thinking yeah easy for you to say size 3 in pants.
And my boyfriend jut completely ignores the fact of me being overweight and he says I'm not and that I'm just not a fake annorexic girl.
Sometimes when we hug he grabs my love candles and I feel so embarrassed and mortified.
I hate looking bad in all my clothes.
I hate that when I sit there is a huge lump of flabbiness on my lap.
And I hate that I'm always being judged becuse of my weight.
And I want to lose weight so bad.
I just need motivation :(
If you want a weight loss buddy plz tell me.
So we can help eachother lose