From Katie, Age 16 - 10/25/10 - IP#: 67.172.50.xxx Click here to reply
Ht. 5'3", Start: 244 lb, Today: 235.8 lb (BMI %tile: 98), Goal: 200 lb - Blahh its been forever since i posted. I started dieting in like sept ... and i lost fourteen pounds but i've gained it back... I'm excited to be in the 230's its been a while but i cant seem to get myself out of them.. the only reason i lost wait the first time was because i was stressed out and couldn't eat, or i would puke it back up :/ i wish that would happen to me again...
i use to be Ok with myself for who i am in-till last friday night, when i was at a party and this drunken redneck made me hate my self. all he did was call me a fat A%% Bi% and right there my life changed. i've been put through so much no one really understands. I hate not having anyone to talk to and no one understanding what im going.
i really want a friend to lose weight with but all my friends are skinny and happy with themselves.. im the only one that sticks out, and i hate it.. i know this happens to everyone but i've put up with it for sixteen years and i want it to go away....