From Diamond, Age 16 - 12/18/10 - IP#: 98.114.83.xxx  Click here to reply  
Ht. 5'7", Start: 210 lb, Today: 211 lb (BMI %tile: 98), Goal: 135 lb - Ughhh I feel so depressed right now..I just came back from a party I had fun...But it seems as though If i was skinny I can be more comfrotable with my body and more open to people. I HATE my body because of the fat. I didn't want to dance with any boys because I'm ashamed of my body. Oh and another thing... Clothes I LOVE clothes I'm a ood dresser, but if I was skinner the clothes will look and be more comfortable..I also, HATE pulling up my pants everytime I get up from the seat, while walking up steps, and before I sit down because pants don't fit me right..I HATE it sooo much, it's depressing...