From Maddie, Age 15 - 04/26/11 - IP#: 76.126.248.xxx  Click here to reply  
Ht. 5'2", Start: 145 lb, Today: 123 lb (BMI %tile: 74), Goal: 105 lb - I'm not really overweight but I've struggled with my weight for so many years I guess it should count. I don't know how long I've been obsessed with it. But I really want to make a change, just like everyone else on this site. Last summer, I was 110 pounds. And as usual, I gained it all back. It's funny how you remember the number but not the feelings you had at the time. So when you're far away from that number, you wish you could remember what was going through your head at the time. How you accomplished it, what your drive was. I want to remember but I don't think it's going to happen. At times like these, you just gotta move on with it ya know. Try again as they say. I've heard so many people say "This time is going to be different" and in the end it wasn't. I want to say that, but I'm not going to. I also just want to erase all this and not even try at all. But I'm not going to do that either. I think I'll try another time. But I won't expect too much. You never know. I might end of being surprised. Remember, "You're past doesn't equal nor dictates your future" or something like that. But I hope people don't get lost in the past when they should be exploring the future. Good luck to everyone on here.