From Renee, Age 13 - 08/05/11 - IP#: 76.118.21.xxx  Click here to reply  
Ht. 5'4", Start: 190 lb, Today: 190 lb (BMI %tile: 98), Goal: 150 lb - Everyday at school i look and see stick thin girls who eat candy and fries and pizza and i am jealous because they dont gain a pound
I have lost weight before but i always end up gaining it back
sometimes i feel like everyone hates me because of my weight, including the boys in my school.
I have to live watching all of my friends expirience boys and relationships and i just get to congratulate the and sit and watch
i'm very tired of this
and i want to change
now