From Debbie, Age 14 - 07/22/02 - IP#: 64.12.97.xxx  Click here to reply  
hey everyone. im going into high school this fall and we get these things called big sisters. they r seniors who go out with us and help us adjust to the new school. well my big sister was such the model type. 6ft and looked like she weighed maybe 125. she came with her best friend who was exactly like her. then we met some of there other friends who were all alike. then their little sisters, other freshmen, were all skinny. i felt like such a outsider. i mean, im 5'2 and 180 bls. i dont look like it though. its really weird cuse whenever i go to get physicals, the doctors are like "omg! thats weird. my scale must be wrong. you look like u weigh 140!" i know, its weird. what im gonna say is gonna sound even weirder. being around all of them gave me kinda, a i dunno, a will to go on i guess you could say. it made me think," i wanna look like that" is this normal? i dunno what do u guys think?