From Courtney, Age 15 - 06/25/03 - IP#: 64.12.96.xxx Click here to reply
Ht. 5'6", Today: 140 lb (BMI %tile: 75) - Im 15, Im about 5'6, and I weigh about 140 pounds. Its taken me a long time to get to where I am today, weightwise.... I've been overweight my whole life, so I really SHOULD be happy with my weight, but Im not. I still feel disgusting and my self esteem is very low. I feel like I need to lose more weight. Im just very confused as to why everyone tells me I look good. My friends even say im "perfect" but I always feel that they're just saying it to shut me up. I dont know why I cant accept myself and I dont know what I have to do to begin to accept myself. What should I do?