From whitney, Age 15 - 10/04/03 - IP#: 198.81.26.xxx  Click here to reply  
Today: 230 lb - hey gurls i know how u feel i am bout the 230 and it hurts to be called names and being moked n stead of havin just a weight problem i have lotsa of othere stuff goin along with it! i have flat feet wich makes it hard to exersize and do the things i want to do!! i hve had bout 6 feet operations already.. I hate myself and i feel like killing my self some times too!! Depression runs in my family so its twice as bad!! i hate it and i was a morman and i wonder if there really is a god why would he do sumthing so painfull to overweight teens every day i wonder why me!! i have always looked at my self and didnt really see that i was over weight and if kids hadnt made fn of me i wouldnt even care.. but there arnt alot of nice people in this world when it comes to fat people. its also hard to fit in because u cant find your size in clothes and u alway get dipressed when u go cltohes shopping. i could go on and on but i dont feel like it so i was just gonna say that i have tryed tonsa diets and they never helped theyjust make u more dipressed and unhappy i have tried pills also same thing happens we have considerd surgery but im too young s on oct 4 ima go to see a personal trainer to try to see if i can loose weight there at the gym... its gonna cost 300 dollars but my dad dosnt care he wants to help me. my big bro was fatter than me he was bout 250 and he went to the gym every day and now he is alot skinnyer than me and he lost it in a few weeks. the personal trainer said that u can loose 4% of ur body fat if u work at the gym for 6 weeks. my dad says its about 30 pounds so i want to try it out!!!! and i pray to god it works so i will note u back or or add me to ur hotmail @ sparkal_gurl@hotmail.com or aol at ltlangelchik i want some other peoples e-mails or instant messengers so i can tal to people about it!!
Reply from hatter, Age 15 - 07/07/05  - IP#: 70.245.226.xxx
gurl do I know what you are fellin but dont you ever as long as you live let some no good son call ya names and you get depressed about it because Ive discovered that that person dosint have a clue about what you have been through to get where you are now I know that there are people out there that want to make you feal bad for who you are but ther jelouse or at least in my eyes they are think about it why would anyone want to pick on you unless you did somthin whitch in your cse you didint what reason would anyone have to pick on a kid that doseint have as much as they do there isint one unless you pertain a ccertain quality that makes them jeolous because you got it and they dont and god loves you so much!!! just try and understand that he is at work and is planning for your future he is building you to make you stronger people do the same thing to me but you got to learn to ether turn a death ear to them or face them head on they aint nothin but cridicts and remember even stars got cridicts but the cridicts make less money than thestars do thats why the cridicts get jelous and remember you have come to far to let some no good retarded person tell you what you are or what your going to be you keep your head up and focus on god and ask him to guide you through it youll do just fine and Im lookin forward to you notink back to us this is hatter out		 
Reply from anne, Age 16 - 10/04/03  - IP#: 216.66.108.xxx
if diets are too frustrating for you- then maybe you should just change one tiny thing at a time- like onlydrink water and diet sadas and stuff- i know it doesn't sound like much but it's a change you can stick with and in the long run it'll definately show!good luck! i really really hope that the trainer works for you becasue that would be cool and i'm sure that if you lost 30 pounds then the rest would come off too becasue you'll be on the right track.		 
Reply from annie, Age 15 - 10/04/03  - IP#: 198.81.26.xxx
hey