From ashLEY, Age 14 - 04/15/04 - IP#: 68.10.219.xxx Click here to reply
I THINK I AM GONNA JUS STRAVE. I AM SO FAT THAT I WON'T EVEN MATTER
Reply from margo, Age 14 - 04/16/04 - IP#: 65.69.58.xxx mikayla,you only gained for punds back? wow did your parents notice you were not eating? what meals did you skip? did you eat healthy or just bad food b/c i know you didn't eat that much! thx j/w b/c my friend starved herself and was j/w !
Reply from mikayla, Age 13 - 04/15/04 - IP#: 24.18.50.xxx I did it. Back in october. I starved. I ate 50 calories a day and walked on the treadmill until I lost 150 calories. Every week I lost like 5 pounds. I got down to 155 pounds from 175 and then I stopped. I've only gained back 4 pounds. Now, let me tell you the bad side of self starvation. While I starved, my friends noticed and got mad at me. Two of themt old the principal, and I am still getting a hard time if my lunches are a little small or if I go to the bathroom to pee after lunch. Those stares are annoying and I wish people would mind their own business. And, I got extremely pale. Normally I have very pale skin, very light. Well after starving I was very white and it freaked my friend nicole out. Also, it made my usual fitness very hard. I was trying to keep my straight A p.e. record from 7th grade, and it got very hard because i was more tired than usual. I got sick for the first time since the middle of 6th grade. I had a hard time concentrating on schoolwork. Not because i kept thinking about food and how bad it was, but because i couldn't stop thinking of how it would be if my teacher found out. I also had very bad dreams. I kept getting the same dream all the time of people pointing and staring at me and giving me a hard time about food. Want to know the main reason why I stopped? I passed out in my bathroom. I was taking a shower, and all of a sudden everything went dark. I couldn't tell if I was breathing or not, and i had to hold onto the wall not to fall. Then i stepped out of the shower and collapsed on the floor. I woke up like a second later, though. now I wont say I never want to starve because i do want to and soemtimes i act on those urges. I made a promise to myself that i won't go more than half a day without eating. Its not very healthy, but i'm recovering.
Reply from molly, Age 13 - 04/15/04 - IP#: 68.49.78.xxx don't do it... i thought that would work for me .. so i did it... and i gained back more weight.
