From jesse, Age 21 - 04/23/04 - IP#: 216.15.80.xxx  Click here to reply  
Hello everyone.I have been obsessed with my weight since i was in 7th grade. Right now I am 21 almost 22. I have a lot of experience with life and weight loss. I am from NYC so i am at the center of the world. I have been around the most beautiful people in the world and the ugliest- the thinnest and the fattest. I went to this website and it disgusts me.Right now I know what you all are thinking because this is what i used to think, i just want to lose the weight i dont care how i jsut want to lose it. In the long run, its not your weight that matters its just how you feel about yourself and being happy with yourself. If you starve yourself or eat so little or concentrate on your food 24 hours opf the day you wont overcome the battle, because once you lose the weight you will still be constantly thinking abou it. I know from experience that its inner beauty that matters. When i first met my boyfriend i was really happy with myself and very confident and over the past year i have become hateful with myself and i dont enjoy myself whatever or wherever igo because i am constantly jealous of everyone. Even if you are the thinnest most beautiful person no one likes that, i know i dont like that in a guy. You need to be happy with yourself and lvoe yourself and if you want to lose weight do it in a healthy way, by eating healthy foods that make your body healthy, or by exersizing not by eating liquid. I think that this website is def. a lot better then the other one. I know right now you may not believe what i say but its true. My relationship with my boyfriend(we were pefect) has gone down hill because of how i treat myself - he wants to be with someone who loves herself and isnt always looking down at everyone and everything. I am on the road to gettting myself back together but its hard when i have this obsession with weight loss. Take control of your life in a healthy way - everyone please read this!