From chelsea, Age 15 - 04/29/04 - IP#: 205.188.116.xxx Click here to reply
I ate a lot tonight and feel really bad about it. I was doing so good. I went from 147 to 144. I'm staying up all night just to burn off what I ate and I'm going to clean my room and walk 2 miles on my treadmill. I know it sounds so stupid but I feel so bad for eating. I'm homeschooled so I dont have to get up that early. I'm not gonna eat tomorrow cuz I'm really scared I messed everything I worked for up. I am just so mad. I'm trying to keep my mind off of it by listening to Brand New and talking on the computer between walks. I would really like someone in the similar situation to IM me. That would be cool cuz I'd be able to talk about it with them..we can figure out what were gonna do to do better. Thanks..Chels................PainFilledEyes21@aol.com
Reply from to gy, Age 15 - 04/30/04 - IP#: 152.163.252.xxx you can believe what you want but I did have the disorder for 5 years and was struggling very bad. I don't know why you have to be such a jerk. And what are you talking about..I didn't say I was going anorexic in my post did I..no. there you go. In my post I was talking about how I was pissed off for messing up and what I could do to make it better. I don't know why everyone thinks that If you don't eat for 1 day your anorexic... It doesnt work that way. Stop talking about anorexia..I don't want to hear about it. I finally beat it and I don't want to hear any crap from anyone..And by the way...People go through different stages in life ok..When I was anorexic it was hard yes..but I was a lot stronger then then I am now. I struggle with my weight but I'm beating the battle so I don't really care about some ignorent idiot like you. I was simply letting those girls know that I was not thinking about being anorexic..I was thinking about the moment and that they don't need to worry about me doing that. I don't feel sorry for myself either man..I don't know where you get stuff like that. Why don't you put your real name...are you too coward to do that or something? And why are you here? Your probably not even overweight..and If your not and not struggling with it then go away. I have a lot more support on this site then you do. A lot of the ppl in here like me. You don't know and never will know what Its like to have anorexia...I was hospitalized 4 times for it and I almost died..so keep your stupid ignorent red neck comments to yourself
Reply from gy, Age 15 - 04/30/04 - IP#: 213.233.130.xxx you really are strange... when other people say things like that you start going mad with them, but when you say things like that what the hell do you expect??? i dont believe that you used to be anorexic...an anorexic would at least have no trouble loosing weight.... stop taking pity on yourself, and fast if thats what you want.
Reply from chelsea..Kelsey and Anne, Age 15 - 04/30/04 - IP#: 152.163.252.xxx I think both of you are right. I am eating today. I guess I was just a little upset last night. I woke up this morning and to my suprize I was 143.5 so I actually lost 1/2 a pound by exersizing even though I eat a lot. Don't worry I'm not going back down the road to anorexia. I had It for 5 years and didnt realize how sick i was. I will never go down that road agian. Thanks so much for caring. Chels
Reply from anne, Age 17 - 04/30/04 - IP#: 216.66.107.xxx i think you're sinking into a dangerous frame of mind. not eating because you messed up is not the way to go...
Reply from Kelsey.. One other thing, Age 13 - 04/29/04 - IP#: 69.163.36.xxx I know you probably think i shouldnt be giving advice, 'cause last time i was asking about how to defeat snacking. Well, i'm just not letting myself eat after dinner.. After I leave the dinner table, I dont eat anything 'till next breakfast, this works... You see, I did loose all the weight, but now i'm just maintaining it... Even after you loose it, you have to eat healthy, but it feels so much better to eat healthy, you have so much more energy! You are building yourself a better lifestyle when you eat healthy, forgive yourself when you make mistakes, and dont starve yourself.. Sorry if i'm rambling on.. :-)
Reply from Kelsey, Age 13 - 04/29/04 - IP#: 69.163.36.xxx DON'T STOP EATING... You are ok :-)... Just take a step back and start fresh tomorrow, eating light meals... Stopping eating is just going to make everything worse... Eat lots of fruits and veggies tomorrow, and get some extra exercise... Worrying and obsessing about food may just make you eat more in the long run, and its no way to live your life. Starving yourself is the absolute worst thing you can do! Just take a deep breath, and plan out what you are going to do tomorrow, what you are going to eat, and an exercise plan... Something you can meditate on tonight, why are you overeating? Emotional reasons? Is your family being unsupportive? Do you have tons of junk food just lying around? Figuring this out sooner rather than later may be benificial to your weight loss. And just remember, you can do this! I did, over about a half year. I used to be 5' and 137 pounds, I lost a ton by just eating healthy, exercising and not obsessing over it all. Now I weigh 115 and I'm 5'2. I know you can reach your goals! Kelsey ;-)
