From Amanda, Age 14 - 05/28/04 - IP#: 4.231.236.xxx Click here to reply
Ok this is realy personal to me and i just can't hold it in no more *cries* I know the reason why i'm so fat! I know the reason why i am depressed , and why i don't want to go to school or let other people see me. Because i am ashamed i feel like $hit... ok it all started when i was 6 years old. My mom had to work so she used to leave me with my neibor Maria ( who has 2 dauthers who were 2 and 3 years old at that time.. and she also had a husband) ok so my mom used to leave me with her until she came from work . It was all fine , i played with the girls and had alot of fun and then my mom picked me up when she came from work... But one day when my mom came to pick me up she was talking in the kitchen with our neibor Maria (my baby siter) and i was playing with the girls (the 2 and 3 year old ) then their father called me to their room ... (Click here to see rest of message).
Reply from Keia, Age 15 - 05/30/04 - IP#: 65.41.188.xxx Hi, if you need a confidant or friend-me here!! :) b1g_g1rls_d0nt_cry@yahoo.com
Reply from Lisa, Age 15 - 05/30/04 - IP#: 24.53.118.xxx omg u poor thing i am really good when it comes down to wanting to talk to someone so if u have anything to say i would like to get to know you and u should e-mail me Irish_Cream33@hotmail.com I was in a position similar to that more than once Your Pal ~Lisa~
Reply from niki, Age 14 - 05/29/04 - IP#: 64.12.116.xxx i read a book kind of like that, i forget the name but o well. the girls was unconciously eating and eating because she wanted to make herself fat and ugly so that no one would want her.
Reply from Michelle, Age 17 - 05/29/04 - IP#: 24.83.221.xxx ok.dont listen to Tubfat..that's a horrible experience! but we're all here for you..and we all belive that you can do it! we're hear to support you and you can always tell us anything
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Reply from MissyK, Age 18 - 05/28/04 - IP#: 24.84.212.xxx Sweetie, I've had something similar (not as severe) happen to me as a kid. And it was my cousin, who was 30 at the time and i was 7 or 8. I knew it was wrong what he was doing, but I didn't tell anyone until later. But nobody believed me. I prefer to not talk about it to anyone now...I've wiped it out of my memory. But you're not alone. You should realize that there are FEW evil rapists out there. It's understandable to want to protect yourself, but being overweight is NOT the way to do it. It's unhealthy. Furthermore, you need to be more confident in yourself. I'm sure you're a beautiful person. Perhaps losing weight with us will bring you some confidence and you'll face your past with more courage. I know that the best thing that happened to me was losing weight because I felt more secure about myself and I didn't let ANYBODY give me crap. Of course, I still have some weight to lose, but it's made the difference in my life. I just also want to tell you that what happened in the past is in NO way your fault, so there's no need to feel like sh*t. Imagine how great it'd feel to lose weight, become confident! When he tries to talk to the new you (maybe he won't even recognize you) you can give him the BIGGEST glare and walk away. He'll be left behind thinking, "why did that beautiful girl just give me attitude?" I wish you the best of luck, and if you need to talk to anyone at all, email me at missy_kawaii@hotmail.com
Reply from Krissy, Age 14 - 05/28/04 - IP#: 205.188.116.xxx I luv u!!!! OMG i cant believe that, and i am rlly sorry! I am 14 5'7 230 lbs.. can we lose weight together? e-mail me KrizazyKrissy247@aol.com GOD BLESS YOU!!!!
Reply from Mikaila, Age 13 - 05/28/04 - IP#: 24.184.77.xxx well..something similar happened to me..i am a lil overweight but i reli dont let it effect me that much but it still effects me..if you wanna talk to me im me on ai... EcK0 ShAdIi 0o9 ... i need some1 to talk to 2 :-(
