From chelsea, Age 16 - 02/07/05 - IP#: 205.188.116.xxx  Click here to reply  
Hello everyone. I haven't posted in a long time. I figured I'd just try to keep on doing good and post once I've actually got somewhere. When I first started coming here a long time ago I was 147 and 5'1/2" and now I'm 116 and 5'2". To me that's exciting but It was a lot of hard work. I ate what I wanted and I had a lot of terrible times, like binges, crying, feeling fat, all that stuff. When that stuff happened I just tried to forget about it and move on and start over. All I have to say is never give up and never stop trying, no matter how many times you have to restart the next day. I remember I had been saying to myself...oh I'll start tomorrow and then I'd mess up and then I'd say...Oh I'll just start the next day. Then one day I actually did good and I got into it. I did have a few binges and hard times though. My final goal is 105-110 lbs. I'm only 6 lbs away from it which is the good part. I do still stress about how 6 lbs is hard to lose but I know I can do it. Everyone good luck