From ashley, Age 14 - 03/08/05 - IP#: 66.69.218.xxx  Click here to reply  
i'm having trouble. for the first time in forever i had a huge binge, and i got so angry at myself that i couldnt stop eating, so i ate more, and then i like went into my backpack and ate like 5 laxatives which i know dont work to help lose weight, you still absorb the calories, but it gets rid of water weight. i have these from a period in my life when i was anorexic and bulemic, i'd eating nothing and flush myself out, and i'm so mad at myself,why did i have to eat so terribly??!? im on the points system and they have 35 flexi points and i dont think i ate more than that range hopefully... hopefully. oh god, i dont know what to do. i feel like im in a car swerving and i cant stop. ugh and i had lost 10 pounds. please, help me for once. i know a lot of you guys hate me for my opinions, but i really need help. god i need help. omg i just want to die.
Reply from L!nd$eY, Age 13 - 03/09/05  - IP#: 67.5.231.xxx
Hold on if you feel like letting go....Hold on it gets better than you know........		 
Reply from mandie, Age 16 - 03/09/05  - IP#: 63.195.114.xxx
o sweetie im sorry...im ana and mia also i knwo how you feel about losing control just stay strong and stick with being healthy b/c you dont realize how much better life is when your not thinking about food and calories and excersise every freaking minute of the day.		 
Reply from Christina, Age 16 - 03/09/05  - IP#: 24.233.65.xxx
Hey guys, whats the point of laxatives? I hear it helps with weightloss, (good healthy) but how? Thanks.		 
Reply from Kendra, Age 19 - 03/09/05  - IP#: 24.84.212.xxx
oh my gosh, I used to eat laxatives too! Don't hate yourself, although I felt the same way after binges. Start a new day tomorrow...it'll be alright. Overeating once in a while is worth beating yourself up. Good luck!