From meme, Age 15 - 05/30/05 - IP#: 212.100.250.xxx Click here to reply
yeh so i no im moaning bout this LOADS but im so messed up bout him. i decided 2 move all his old emails in2 a nu file where i wont c them, nd kinda red them all! and i dont get how he cud hav been so loving and caring then and such a f***ker now! it sounds like he wuz in love with me, but it seems hes fallen out of love with me. everything wuz "perfect" from my view a week b4 he dumped me, thn it all went wrong (we also got into alot of truble a week b4, dunno if thats a factor) i want it all to be bak to tha way it wuz god!!!!!im so stupid!!! but hav decided aiming to lose 2-3 lbs b4 go bak, thats realistic rite? nd will giv me confidence boost so i can handle seeing him, thankfully we only share friends, not classes but friends kinda sux 2 dont it? ne way thanx 4 lettin me moan! thanx babes xxx