From krissy, Age 15 - 06/23/05 - IP#: 152.163.100.xxx  Click here to reply  
hey! well i gotta say this... just finished my freshmen yr in highschool, and the kids were so much more nice and understanding there! i even made a guy best friend... but with my attitude im pretty much losing a lot of my friends... its like i htinkthe world owes me something, im depressed.. but i dont want to go to the doctors for help! its like just b/c i was bullied in the past n ppl were rlly mean to me... doesnt mean i can do the same to anyone! and i should know that.. i do, but ya know it doesnt work! haha I'm almost 5'8 if im already not, and i weigh 243 lbs! the most ive ever weighed has to be 251 or something like that! ive been coming on this site for this being the 3rd summer now, and i when i first started here i weighted about 213... then 216 then n 24hrs i went down to 210! it was one of the happiest things ive ever expierenced! JUST wait till i hit the 1's again... 199! hahaha... that gonna be GREAT! well now its summer agian, and b/c the ppl were nice to me i think its okay to be over weight... well its not im beautiful, and i could look better than ever... i have a nice girl inside of me.. and i want to change! i loved my first yr of highschool.. well liked it haha, and it flew by! i wanna go back in september looking different with a better attitude! i wanna do this for me and my mom mostly! but i know everyone would love it, and its okay if they already love me... they will just be supportive! i want help, and im going to help myself... any takers?? anyone in the same "boat" persay... and want help too? well.. by sitting there u arent going to get any! i also want to attend the academy of sieras in the fall... its very expensive, i mean more than i can afford but its the forst boarding school EVER for obese children... u should search it on google or go check out the site sometime... any takers there?? do u want to change... be different... look good... n feel GREAT! then join me on my journey to lose weight this summer! i know together we can accomplish anything! so please leave me a message back, and god will help us all if u believe in urself! Lots and Lots of love! ttyl xoxo *LEAVE E-MAILS, AND SCREEN NAMES*