From lucee, Age 14 - 09/20/05 - IP#: 213.40.131.xxx  Click here to reply  
Ht. 5ft6, Wt. 140 - ok im starting to think i dont even want to be skinny!! OMG that is such a lie i do want to be skinny sooooo bad but wanting it that much is just not enough to motivate myself nothing can motivate me god i just crack at the first sign of anything unhealthy! i am soooo bad and it just gets me depressed cos i am sooooo jealous of all my friends who eat exactly what they want unhealthy or not and are all really thin! i am a classic example of a british pear shape! (top half of body 2 sizes smaller than bottom half, small waist, extremely large hips etc etc need i go on) i know i can not change my body shape, i am always going to have wide hips and a bony upper half but i really need 2 lose fat off my ass and thighs they are so huge it looks so stupid compared to the rest of me i am soooo out of proportion! does anybody else have this problem??