From Anon, Age 14 - 10/25/05 - IP#: 81.77.181.xxx  Click here to reply  
Ht. 5ft 9, Wt. 204 Goal 150/160 - I am seriously depressed right now, I don't think that I am as big as some people I know but my mother has other ideas, everything I eat, thats a little bit bad, she says 'what about healthy living now?' just making comments, she has no idea of the aicds(cider vinegar and lemon juice)That i drink daily to try and burn the fat, the taste is foul but i drink it all the time to prove to myself that I am not useful and can go to extremes...I'm concidering suicide at the moment because she's bugging me so much and it makes me feel like she doesn;t want me around unless I'm thin. I've lost weight before but that was through not wating much at all and drink so much water i'd constantly be on the toilet...... should I starve again to make her happy???
Reply from Julie, Age 17 - 10/25/05  - IP#: 4.242.171.xxx
Have you ever considered going on antidepressants? I know they have saved me. I've been on them for about 3 years now, and they make the biggest difference on your outlook on life. It may be something for you to talk to your doctor about. What is with the acid drinks? I find a lot of people are doing them all of the sudden. I would suggest that you do some more research on them. I've heard of some negative effects on them, but I don't know them well enough to explain them to you. Dont starve yourself. Trust me, "eating issues" as I call them, or eating disorders, as other people refer to them as, cause way more problems then they cure. If you have enough will power to stop eating completely, don't you have enough will power to just eat healthy and get exercise? Well, that's all I have to say right now, but I wish you luck, and hope everything works out for you.
 
Reply from JANEAL, Age 14 - 10/25/05  - IP#: 12.203.162.xxx
That works drinking lemon juice burns fat
 
Reply from JANEAL, Age 14 - 10/25/05  - IP#: 12.203.162.xxx
me 2 people be thinkin i am 160 i am 255 i guess my heightness covers up my fatness.. lol
 
Reply from Megan, Age 16 - 10/25/05  - IP#: 4.228.135.xxx
Hey, we are like 4 pounds apart and the same height. I'll tell you something I used to be there with the wanting to die thing, it wasnt due to weight but still. I'll tell ya something else, dont live for anyone but yourself, but at the same time live for everyone that will miss you. Don't worry about starving for your mom... blow it off mine does the same thing, I didnt exercise for 2 days because I felt like .... and she went on and on about how she knew I wouldnt last blah blah.. but screw them. Lets lose weight for us, not other people. I truely understand what you are going through. If you have any messangers add me or email me if u want. We can make it, we'll lose weight and for ourselves .. no one else. Pseudoreality38@hotmail.com (msn) reesespieces385@yahoo.com (yahoo) Frostedsoul5( AIM on my phone so I aint on all that much). *hugs tight* you'll be fine.. I promise, and I never break a promise!