From Joanna, Age 15 - 02/28/06 - IP#: 38.115.2.xxx  Click here to reply  
Ht. 5'2, Wt. 189? - im not sure if thats the right weight but ill find out saturday... or tommoro uf i want... i am seriously so tired of being fat, i no thats not completely right just to put it out like that but thats is how i feel, i have no determination, and no get up and go, my life consists of wakink up late of course gettin ready so fast that i look even more like sht, goin to school, barely bein able to stay awake, barely passing some of my classes and some i do good in, i come home after my mom does her runnin around, and either watch tv or go on my computer, and eat too.. i am so sick of eating. i wish i could at for eating and not for the taste, because the things that taste the best are the worst for me, i am so deppressed about everything, and yes i am depressed so plz dont comment me sayin im only 15 and i cant be that bad. my friends are too absessed with their boyfriends to pay attention to me anymore. i feel the only one i have is my mom, i wanted to get down to 10 lb goal by march 23 bc im goin to florida to see my gpop(he is very critcal) well if i am 189 i have 4 lbs to go, but should i mention that i have been trying to loose this 10 lbs for almost a year.. i need advice please leave comments or ill just keep reposting this until u do... im not on my computer so the lil number might be different, also i was wondering if any body knows a way to meet new people, like i go to catholic school and its small compared to public schools and i want something to do outside of school with new people who are in my situation kinda... sry this is so long im desperate
Reply from Shekina, Age 17 - 02/28/06  - IP#: 156.56.122.xxx
Girl, I know just how you feel! I was about the same height and weight at your age, and it took me forever to get the motivation to lose weight. And I understand about eating for the taste, I am the same way! The boyfriend thing too, I am still waiting for one and pretty much the all of my friends aren't, lol! But I was feeling just like you when I finally decided to do something about it....so you are one the right track! But I was feeling like that yesterday...so I was like HELLO do something about it! So I feel I am getting back on track again. And after you have started your diet, you will probably get off track and you will feel like this again. You just gotta use it as fuel. Well, I hope I could help in some way, and I wish you the best of luck!
~*!Shekina!*~
 
Reply from joanna, Age 15 - 02/28/06  - IP#: 68.46.171.xxx
thanx for answerin and your right i should use that as my motivation... thanku