From jessica, Age 16 - 04/11/04 - IP#: 152.163.252.xxx  Click here to reply  
hi people i just want some advice on what i should do with myself i am 5 '1 and weigh almost 150 and i am always unhappy doing the simplest thing ,like getting dress in the morning makes me want to cry cuz no matter what i wear i am fat ,goin to buy a pair of jeans or a shirt or bathingsuit makes me wanna kill myself its just so hard and whats worst is my whole family is very skinny including my twin sister who weighs like 98 pounds and my mom whose like 120 and i dont go a day without hearing my brother call me fatty and u would think i should atleast have friends i could turn to but i cant, what few friends i have are all thin and pretty and out having fun being 16 but for sum reason i stay home cuz i just dont feel comfortable being around people i feel that everyone is always starin at me watchin the "fat girl" sometimes i think life isnt worth this suffering I NEED HELP ... any advise