From Amber, Age 17 - 06/25/03 - IP#: 4.63.124.xxx Click here to reply
Hi, I just started a new diet on Thursday and
I was doing soooooooo good until today. It was my grandfathers 70th birthday today and I ate cheese cake and regular cake.
I thought the cheese cake would be less fattening than the regular cake but I was soooooooo wrong. And then my family all went out for barbeque and
I thought that I was doing good to just get a baked potatoe but I put so much sour cream and cheese on it that it ended up being more calories than the BBQ. I feel really bad and I am really mad at myself for getting carried away when I was doing soooooooo good. I really hate myself right now. I know it sounds like I just want attention but to be honest I guess that is what I want. I want to hear people tell me not to give up because that way I keep going. I am sorry if you feel I am being shallow.
I just want some encouragement. That is what this site is for, right? Thank you.