From Anya, Age 17 - 09/13/10 - IP#: 68.81.143.xxx  Click here to reply  
Ht. 5'0", Start: 190 lb, Today: 190 lb (BMI %tile: 98), Goal: 120 lb - I'm really hating myself... I'm tired of being this weight and looking this way. I've always been overweight and I've never felt pretty and I come from a family of beautiful people. I've always fely less then what they are and my family never do anything to discourage how i feel. It's like pretty and thin always win in my house. I have two older gorgeous thin sisters and it's obvious my family cares more about them then they do about me my mom always wants to show them off and I don't think even one of her co-workers even know I exist. People find out who my mother is and they're shocked I'm her daughter I get very embarassed meeting people my mom knows and they know my sisters and little brother but they have no clue who I am and they go "Your lying?!" "seriously you've got to be her niece not her daughter", that hurts sooo much. I just want to be more like them. So I've been looking up ways to lose weight but I think it's gonna be hard because I won't have the support of my family who are always making fun of me for being overweight I know they'll make fun of me for wanting to lose it