From Meg, Age 16 - 02/16/11 - IP#: 184.15.28.xxx  Click here to reply  
Ht. 5'6", Start: 255 lb, Today: 255 lb (BMI %tile: 98), Goal: 130 lb - I'm SO sick of being so fat. I hate looking at myself in the mirror, and I hate seeing the stretch marks on my stomach. I hate when people touch me because they are just touching fat. I want to be able to shop where everyone else shops and hang out with them and never have to worry. I need some help. I would absolutely LOVE to have someone I can keep in touch with girl or guy, but that is my age to help me out and help me feel better about myself, but also back me up and support me. I'm using an app on my iPhone called my personal fitness. I track all of my foods on there, I'm putting myself on a 1200 calorie a day diet. I'm doing it that low because I can't really work out right now. I tore my ACL, MCL, and Meniscus about a week ago. Now I am in Physical therapy and having surgery soon. I REFUSE to gain weight while I'm not on my feet. More than anything, I want to feel beautiful. I want guys to see me and think I'm pretty. But I want to feel beautiful for me. Please help guys </3