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From ANGELICA, Age 16

i am 16, i really hate being this ffat. my stomsch is so huge. a lot of people assk me if i am pregnet, its ok if i am alone but i want to die if my mom hears it or my brother or my best friend. its real hard for me to find clothes that fit my belly. alot of the time i shop in mens sections because they are bigger and they fit me. i really hate my size, i am so scared to find out what i weigh, i dont want to know how hevey i got!!!last time i was weighed, it was 208 ponds. that is so sick. i get teased alot, but i never ever talk about this at home i never talk about my weight at home if i do, i will just cry, because i hate being fat, i hate that i always want to eat,hate that i dont have any nice clothes and the ones i do are ugly, i hate ssneaking food, i really hate how flabby and blubbery my stomach is, i hate that my bf broke up with me beacuasw he said i was too fat, i hate that i broke up with my other bf when he liked me fat , because i was too ashamed of my bodysize, and emabarrassed if he ever saw how blubbery i am. I just wish i could wake up skinny i would be so happy. i just wake up fat and overweight, with my belly so big I can pick it up, and still I will be hungry. that is my story that none wlse knows, i never said it before to anyone. but it my story of what its like being FAT:(