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From Jessica, Age 13

Ht. 5'3", Start: 362 lb, Today: 406 lb, Goal: 120 lb - Hey it's Jess, Jeremy's little sis, again. Well, I thank people for all the support I got last time. I sort of do want to lose weight now that I think about it, but I think I'm more scared that I won't be able to because I don't know hpw. I'm still eating A LOT, and finally hit the 400 mark. I'm huge and it really is upsetting Jeremy to see his little sister be 4 times his size. (He' underweight and weighs only about 112 so I literally am getting closer to being fourtimes his weight.) It's getting harder and harder to move. My huge belly gets in the way and I can BARELY wrap my arms around my own stomach. It really scares me to know that if I don't stop soon I'll get even fatter! I never even realized it was possible to get so large. But I feel like I can't stop it... even right now, I'm eating oreos as I type this, and I feel so out of control. I think I have literally forgotten how to stop eating... and it's so sad. Soon I won't be able to walk, because I already have to waddle aroudn slowly, and it's gets me SOOOOOOO out of breath to do so. My mom also is always throwing food at me and it's like I don't know how to say no. At least not to food. My clothes are SOOOOOOO tight now, but I don't know ow to ask for new ones. I mean I outgrow clothes constantly, vbut do they even make them big enough to fit me anymore. I mean, no one is SUPPOSED to weight 400 pounds. I feel too big to exist anymore. It's like I just got so big I don't matter. And I can't leave the house anymore. I waddled out of the house to get the mail the other day, and all the neighbors came out and stared. Some even took pictures, and they all laughed. I would have cried, but by the tim I got back to the house, I couldn't even breathe. It scared Jer so much he almost called an ambulance. And please, I need someone to give me advice. And I need it fast. How do I stop eating so much? Please, hurry, before I get any bigger!