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From bailie, Age 13

im soooooooo dissapointed in my self i havent been on here in a long time and think its b/c i feel bad b/c i quite my whole diet thing during christmas break i went from drinking only water to soda and mostly dont drink water anymore, i eat what ever when ever and like everyday at lunch i have to have a bag of m&m's. just the other day when i went to my cuzins house to stay the night and she is an overweight person (im definatly not trying to be mean) and she isnt really a person who cares if she gains any weight well when i came home i felt like i had gained 5 pounds in just 2 days!!! and i feel really bad when i eat and everything. plus during christmas break and even during school right b4 xmas break i would like feel all sick and stuff so my mom made me stop drinking green tea thinking that might be the prob. soo... i have decided that im going to slowly get back on track taking it a little bit at a time so that i dont just give it up after a week. and im starting this thing where i have to lose a certain amount of inches in one week. see im really gettin into this losing weight thing right now b/c of 8th grade grad dance i want to look good in a dress. and plus i made my self a promise that i wont wear shorts or go swimming until i get down to a certain size in pants so im going to try and finish this goal... sry this is sooooo long lolso if any one has some advice for me i would greatly greatly appriciate it. thank you very much...~*BaIlIe*~