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From Nuala, Age 12

I am so shocked and upset!!! We are going on holiday next week and my mum just got out all my beach clothes from last summer and asked me to try them on to see which ones still fit. And it is ovious that I am about double the weight I was then (and I was too chubby then!). I can't squeeze into anyhting that has zips or buttons and my tum bulges out of everything in big rolls. My legs are fat everything is FAT FAT FAT!!!! I kind of knew I had gained weight but I was sort of not realy beliving how much I had gained until I had the evidence! I cried cos I was so disgusted with myself. My mum was realy kind and said we will work on losing it together but she's skinny and beautiful so she doesn't realy understand. I havent got enough time to realy lose much weight in one week before we go to Spain but I hope if I just dont eat anything at all I can at least make these disgusting rolls a little smaller!!!! I am so angry at myself cos I let myself get so disgustingly fat. I'm a pig!!!!