Message Replying To

From steph, Age 18

Ht. 5'3", Start: 170 lb, Today: 170 lb, Goal: 130 lb - Hi I'm stephanie, I'm 18 years old and i can honestly say that I've had weight issues from a very early age. first off I've had a rough childhood; i was sexually abused when i was about 4 by my babysitters son and i had no idea what was happening to me at the time. i remember i would feel uncomfortable and even hide when i was left alone with the person. then one day i remember him pointing out an obese lady on tv and saying that she was really fat and ugly, so i guess i gained weight to protect myself and well the abuse stopped. when i was in 3rd grade i subconsciously knew what he had done to me but i never came forth with it. it wasn't until 5th grade that i started actually struggling with body issues and weight and i became less confident.. and well i became very depressed by high school over my weight. i was on a fast track freshman year to lose weight... and i did lose maybe like 15 pounds but back then i was only 25 pounds overweight (140). i started having issues with anxiety because of being sexually abused and soon i had to bring it up to my mom. so then again i lost track and gained all the weight. ATM I'm a senior, 5'3" and i weigh 170. i need support :c lol Thanksss