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From krissy, Age 16

Ht. 5'7, Wt. 261 - hey there! i'm tired of people thinking they are overweight when they arent! i am obese... that's even worse! i'm not tryoing to be rude but sometimes people come on here and they are like 100 lbs or 110 and i'm like if you're anything, maybe chubby or you have baby fat so with a little exercise and watching what you eat you can lose your weight slowly and in a healthy way! but what about me... someone who's been trying to lose weight since she was 12 maybe even 10 or 11. kids should be playing and having fun but i always felt like i was different like no one wanted to be my friends and that everyone was staring, sad thing is it's still true today! yeah i have a low self esteem but look what america portrays a "pretty" woman or "beautiful" woman to be... thin and amazing! n the world of fame there isnt fat or obese or a flaw in a face... you don't see obese teens with acne or stretch marks or ANYTHING on the billboards.. yeah alot of us would never have the confidence to evben think about doing those things either... and a lot of us don't see us as beautiful people! there is a way to be healthy and beautiful. i'll admit i would love to lose... 130 lbs. THAT'S a whole person, i try i do. but it never works! i've wanted to go away to a boarding school, beacuse thats proven but no it cost THOUSANDS! what do i want in life? i want to be healthy, faster than slower. i want to have fun and enjoy life before i grow up too fast. a lot of ppl are overweight thru highschool than they realize. well I'VE realized. and i still have time! theres so much drama and the world and its people can be cruel why cant i just look good? oh and friends are always like "you're not fat" yeahh well they are like size 2s n stuff. try being an 18/20/22.... why can't it be better? i know it can! i've tried so so so many diets! and i can't stick to exercise! i might do weightwatchers. but i just want to lose the weight. i've been through enoughhhh. PAIN, CRYING, SUFFERING. i've been made fun of for years and years and i just want to be normal, because apparently... there's no normal behind obese. i'd love to hear what yall think... and any inspiration or success you've had or anything you'd like to say... thanks and good luck! :)