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From Natasha, Age 15

Ht. 5'9", Start: 280 lb, Today: 278 lb, Goal: 170 lb - sorry but this is a very long story. My name is Natasha and of course I'm African American and due to my race i feel people think we shouldn't care. By the way that has nothing to do with my story......but i had to tell someone. I liked this boy named David and sometimes he would lead me on that he liked me.He would stare at me and I would stare back. Well last Tuesday i was talking to my friend and she said her cousin liked him and he liked her......mind you I've liked this boy for months (6) and this skinny pretty (not your average ) girl whose very slick and gorgeous. Get this they even talk for hours on the phone and laugh an flirt......OMG i am pissed and hurt. In my world I already have low self esteem because everyone thinks my sister is way prettier than me and that I'm fat and ugly. People always tend to compare me with her. Shes always been the more pop. and the most prettiest. i feel ugly and to feel pretty i feel i need to loose weight. any comments or concerns please leave some. (me crying)