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From Cali, Age 14

Ht. 5'3", Start: 173 lb, Today: 173 lb, Goal: 110 lb - I seriously don't know what to do. Yesterday I started Weight Watchers, but I'm having some trouble. Not because of what you can and can't eat, but because of what we have to eat. My mom buys foods that are healthy for the most part, but never anything I like to eat. Then when she tries to, it's not healthy. Like yesterday, I thought I started out good. I had two cups of fat free milk with one packet of hot cocoa mix in both (I can't stand milk, but I need to drink it to lose more weight), then I had a cup and a half of soup that was low sodium and very low fat, but then my mom bought home wendy's and I can't waste the food considering our budget and such. It's not that it was that bad, but it was too much. It was a baked potato with cheese and chicken nuggets. Really, the chicken is kinda lower in fat, I found out. That was fine, and if you know weight watchers, you know there is a points plan. Well I had used up my points for the day by like 3. That would have been fine, but then I'm sick and my mom went out and got me wonton soup and an eggroll. I didn't have the soup, but I did the egg roll. I don't know what to do. I'm failing at this.Not too long ago, I was down to about 150-ish and between an 8 and a 10, now I'm 170-ish and between a 14 and a 16. I can't stand to look at myself anymore. I seriously constantly wish I was anorexic and/or bulimic, or atleast slightly anorexic. The way I got down to 150-ish was because I ate very little, but this was cuz I was sick for like 3 months and I didn't eat too mucha nd wehn I was better it just stuck, but still. I hate this. I hate me. I know it could be worse, but for me, this is worse. =/