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From Claire, Age 19

Ht. 5'4", Start: 210 lb, Today: 176 lb, Goal: 140 lb - So, my "best friend" (the girl I was talking about in my previous post) all of a sudden weighs less than me..when I was the one who started the diet plan and she said I inspired her! but I think she's been starving herself secretly because I don't see her anymore (since we go to differnt colleges) and she hangs out with these new skinny girls whom I think are messing her up and she's been obessed with her weight ever since she met them. Anyway, before (when she was fat) she used to wear glassses, wear looser clothing and just be an all around, sweet and nice person who wasn't concerned about her looks and just wanted to get by. Now all of a sudden she has contact lens, straigtnes her hair, wears makeup, fitted clothes, notices guys and tells me how they notice her and she just seems to be drifitn away from me and going with those other girls. She used to be nicer before. Am I weird? but it's true. I don't know, she's so concerned with her looks now after her weight loss and it's just pissing me off. It shouldn't be that way. When I drop 20-30 lbs, I know I'll still be the same girl on the inside...no matter how much my outside changes. Hmph. I just feel like crap :( ALso, today I'm starting up my weight loss journey once again...please tell me is it possible to lose 20 lbs by Sept 1? thanks so much, your comments are very much appreciated! tc, and good luck. You're all an inspiration to me to keep going strong=)