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From Claire, Age 19

Ht. 5'4", Start: 210 lb, Today: 176 lb, Goal: 140 lb - Time. Time. Time. I'm frustratedddddddddd. It's the end of JUNE already! it's basically July if you think about it. I wanted to lose 15-20 lbs by Sept 1 but I haven't even lost 1 lb yet! at this rate...I don't see my goal happening :( I wanted to go back to school in good shape and with confidence. This is taking so damn long and I know weight loss is a gradual process but honestly. I hate this. I just feel like ripping my head off! and yesterday was bad..I didn't do my 4 miles and I ate an extra meal (a sandwhich) which I shouldn't have but I just felt like it. But I squeezed some dancing time in because I Knew I had to get some work out done. I've been been feeling very unmotivated lately and the dead scale just makes it 50000x worst :( I sound like a whiny little girl I know but I had to vent. I've been having a lousy week and my lousy attitude won't make it any better. Not to mention, the callous on my feet has gotten worst and I can hardly walk or workout because I peeled the dead skin off and now it burns like helL! also my neck hurts from the back and everytime I move it. I'm like breaking literally and emotionally. This reeks so bad! feels hopeless.